“When you do something great at a young age, much of the time afterwards is spent in pursuit of replicating that feat.Since jumping down from the Olympic podium in London after winning the gold in 2012, I’ve spent the last seven years chasing that moment.That feeling. It’s evaded me thus far.
And with the recent turn of the calendar, 2020 is finally here, and I can’t help but feel the mounting pressure of the upcoming Olympics on the horizon.
It’s been eight years since my most recognizable victory.
I’ve felt frustrated often.
I mean, I’m a much better wrestler. I’m more experienced. My technique is cleaner. I have better resources at my disposal.
But what if I’ve been chasing the wrong thing? Or the right thing, just in the wrong way?
I’ve learned that the most fruitful quest is invisible. The real rewards aren’t always distributed on top of the podium. It’s a continuous psychological battle but I’ve decided to accompany my competitiveness with virtues like composure, faith and perspective, and now I’ve arrived at a more peaceful place.
Don’t chase moments. Look for development. Love the fight, not the medals. Because results don’t always depict progression.
Maybe that feat in London isn’t meant to be replicated, but to serve as a trajectory. Because the race isn’t always about reaching the finish line but simply about running well.
The next time you’re trying to recapture something that you once did or who you once were, don’t lose sight of who you’ve become on the journey, and the amazing capabilities that you currently possess.
My pursuit is no longer to be 2012 JB. But the best 2020 JB.
Here’s to a great year. It’s no longer moments that I’m trying to capture, but attitude, habits, and excellence. Because the only person standing in my way is me.
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Yesterday’s takedowns won’t win today’s matches.
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Stay gold. -JB
